Suddenly I'm terrified... I know it seems so small, but I let him in... He's there now, he's back in my heart where he belongs... But now...Now he has the power to break my heart all over again... I wont be able to bare it, I wont be able to function if I'm hurt by him again... This wasn't supposed to happen, that wall in front of my heart and soul... It was meant to stay up, strong and full... But... His 5 words, his "I miss you" tore down that wall as if it never existed... Gosh darnitt I will never not be in love with him... But what...What if he is drunk, what if he regrets talking to me in the first place... What if he leaves.... What if he leaves me alone again.... I'm so scared.
No comments:
Post a Comment